Left Ahead

the norm would be a person left behind... yet while watching Alexander.. this occured to me.. the possibility of me being left ahead...Zhong found the show boring Luci fell asleep.. they left me to watch the show alone.... im not angry.. sadden rather reminded me of the scene where Alexander wanted to push on and the army he brought from mesadonia wanted to go home... it occured to me if a small thing like a movie they will not stay by me when push comes to shove when pushing to realise a dream they cannot see will i be left to move on forward? change comes for all yet every1 wants things to remain the same... what if 1 day i were to chase a dream bigger than what most can see will they abandon me so? *sighs* ive grown so much since i took the leap of 'faith' a yr ago. i can only drag them so far. do i have to do what they have done to me? a choice... both parties have to make... no wonder kelvin said its a lonely path... i made my choice to go down the path less traveled... time will tell their choice.... i cannot force them to fight along side me as comrades... no matter how much i want it..to fight the battle of life... a battle since our worlds were created.. i have already joined the fight... theres no turning back for me now....