Fun times

hmm yest didnt turn out too good monetary wise. Cheena lost 300 bucks over the event coz the turn out aint good. not every1 starts out successful eh? haha shows how much work we gotta put in to make it work. couple things i learnt though thats pretty outta point from the event. anyway its abt having fun.ya know ppl say sometimes the place is boring nothing much going on and all blah blah blah... so whats creates fun? haha turns out the answer again is me. well not in an egotistical way its just a matter of perception again. like yesterday the crowd wasnt bad or anything tad too thin but hey it was like a private party and i was having a blast. hahah there were times when i went to zouk or phuture packed as hell and wondering why its so boring.. hahah turns out coz i thought it was boring and didnt do anything abt it...cheena was playing good stuff all of the concious ppl we having a blast haha well i really was. dancing drinking chatting pic taking! weee i dont know its kinda odd is it the ppl im with? somehow having comrades sharing the same world around just makes it easy to have fun. then again im having fun right now and im alone! haha weeee just typing chilling with ma coffee and ciggies letting my thoughts run wild. so bring it down to a common denominator... fun = ??? my truth would be just letting loose ya know despite your surrounding circumstances the ppl.. ya can make anything fun matter of perception... so at the end of the day yet again it comes down to a choice. ya wanna have fun or not? so stop whining abt whatever you are doing and be present to it.. look at it in a way you never would chances are thats when the fun starts to kick in hehehe.. well im off to have a jolly good time by myself till dinner time where ill have fun riding on the train going to lins place and having chrismas dinner with the awaken bunch. Weeee